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I am the child you see in the park,
Skinned knees, dirty hands, bruises, scrapes,
Tree climbing, rough-and-tumble, chasing, tripping,
Argumentative, petty, crafty in that way six-year-olds have,
I am the adventurous one,
With my battle-cry of “MUUUUUUUUM! HE DID IT AGAIIIIIN!”

I am the quiet girl,
Silent, observing, alone,
I am the one who blends into the crowds, afraid to stand out,
I am the ‘Just Another Girl’,
I am the one in the corner, absorbed in a book,
Watching the world go by with a detached resigned air.

I am the slacker,
I am part of the group,
Defined as “Her Friend”,
I am the support, the confidant, the trusted one,
I am the betrayer, the fickle one, the hypocrite,
I am one who is cast aside,
Sensible, but not enough,
I am the teenager trying to be what I shouldn’t.

I am the one found again,
I am the second-chance, don’t-blow-it-this-time, joker, jinxer,
Loved, whole, sometimes afraid but not ashamed,
I am the recluse, the attention-grabber,
Foul-mouthed, polite, cheeky, respectful,
I am the “I Still Need Help Here”,
Making ties, strengthening bonds, knowing when to let go,
I am the adult, finally learning what should already be known.

I still make mistakes.
I still get hurt.
I still wonder sometimes.

But I am happy with who I am.

I am me.
©2009 *ankhana
:iconankhana:

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Introspective.

Each paragraph is at a different stage in life.

Fairly quickly done, whilst I still had the urge to write it (and therefore ignore the urge to kill my younger sibling...)

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:iconhariaka:
Very nice, like the style it is written.

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Loyalty isnt standing by your friends when theyre right, thats good judgement. Loyalty is standing by your friends when theyre wrong.
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:iconpyrotails:
Good stuff :) Keep up the good work :)

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:iconankhana:
Thankies, got the idea whilst browsing another Deviant's 'free-writing'

And Nick was being noisy beyond noisy, I think someone else was murdering him actually...

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"Oh someone's God-"

Kotoko: "Hey, are you sure about choosing me?"
Naoki: "Yeah, I think you've turned me into a masochist."

LOL.
:iconhariaka:
ah well, saves you the hassle ;)

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Loyalty isnt standing by your friends when theyre right, thats good judgement. Loyalty is standing by your friends when theyre wrong.
:iconwolfmaster18:
Nice, I like the progression of the theme if you'll excuse the faggotry in that phrasing. :D

Also, don't ever hesitate to murder nick, I don't! :P

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\"There are two wolves fighting in every mans heart, one is love, the other is hate.\"
\"Who wins?\"
\"Whichever one you feed the most.\"
:iconankhana:
Lol to the faggotry :D

Next time he annoys me I'll chase him with a tennis bat

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"Oh someone's God-"

Kotoko: "Hey, are you sure about choosing me?"
Naoki: "Yeah, I think you've turned me into a masochist."

LOL.
:iconvoltwolf:
You won't do very well in tennis if you use a bat.
:iconankhana:
...must invent a tennis bat...

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"Oh someone's God-"

Kotoko: "Hey, are you sure about choosing me?"
Naoki: "Yeah, I think you've turned me into a masochist."

LOL.

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